Sometimes you experience something that feels very strong at the time, but when you come away from it, you wonder if you were just making it all up or you were mistaken.
I get this a lot. In fact, I can imagine my guides’ frustration as I tend to go back and forth on experiences which seem to fade in my memory almost as soon as they are done.
Why?
Maybe it’s because I have a really poor memory or part of me still has trouble accepting that the unbelievable is real. Or perhaps it’s fear that my ego is out of control and making it all up.
Either way, it’s frustrating: Very frustrating.
My own experiences are so unreal that after the event that I can’t even tell people about them. It’s as though I shift into another frame of mind.
What feels so compelling at the time will feel like someone who is out for attention.
I have to wonder, though: Can I afford to keep this up? Personally, I don’t think so. Personally, I feel that it’s time to stop doubting and just lay my cards on the table.
What bothers me is that I’ve seen so many others do the same.
What they tell others seemed like rubbish to me. I’m not even sure if they did experience something or if they just really just fooled themselves into believing their story.
Their stories just didn’t sound real. Or ring true.
While I didn’t sneer or call them out on those things, it did hurt their credibility, at least in my eyes and for those around them.
Then, on the other hand, there are certainly plenty of people for whom I accepted their stories and experiences without a second thought.
What is the difference between those I believe and those I don’t?
I feel, that in the end, it comes down to if you feel the resonance of truth behind their words.
As an Empath, I can sense if something is true or not. If it isn’t true, I will feel anger, antsy and extreme annoyance. (For instance, something I felt about a recently departed so called psychic and many who are still living and in the same line of work.)
In the end, you can only tell your story and trust that those who hear it will listen to their feelings and judge if it’s true or not.
I was going to write about an experience I had last week end, but ended up heading in another direction. So I’ll leave that for another entry.
So, how do others handle this conundrum? Do you believe what you experiences? Do you feel you can tell others? Have people believed you?
Please feel free to comment.
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Recently, on Friday 2nd August 2013, I realized I forgot to take the milk back home from the office. As I don’t live far from it, I decided to go get it, and then buy something to eat, as it was Friday night, and I really didn’t feel like cooking.
During the course of an hour, I gradually became aware of something very odd and bizarre that was happening to me.
If you’ve ever experienced those flash dreams you have when you’re about to fall asleep, then you wake up and they fade immediately, then you’ll know what I’m talking about here.
I was remembering these fully formed dreams or visions after they happened. Every few moments, I would remember a dream that had just happened, but I could not remember what the dream was about, nor did it seem to actually impact on my actions or movement in any way at all.
I would almost be able to remember some of those dreams, but they were elusive, and seemed to have no connection to anything that was going on.
The only thing was that it seemed to contain fully formed memories of events that never occurred that vanished just as quickly. They were also very intense, but I did not seem to realize they were occurring while I was having them.
While they seemed to last a few seconds each time, I think they must have been split second events because I never zoned out or stopped functioning normally.
This continued when I got home, and while I am not a person who freaks out, I was feeling extremely disconcerted and wondering if I was experiencing some neurological disorder.
I decided I should go to bed and in the morning I was back to normal.
Now, that experience was unnerving and weird within itself, but what was stranger was when I asked for insight from a two of my soul family, one of them responded that she had been experiencing the exact same thing and it seemed that it was at the same time in spite of the fact that I’m in Australia and she’s in the U.S.A.
This person has shown herself to be very connected to my feelings and thoughts in the past, but her waking dream state began a few hours earlier than mine, it seems.
Personally, I can’t explain this one and I certainly did not enjoy the experience.
I’ve never taken drugs (or even been drunk for that matter) so I can only speculate if this is what being on drugs or what a flash back would be like.
I put this out there in case anyone else has had those experiences or has any insights.
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Still with me? Thanks for coming this far. I started off with my experience on shifting time lines, and ended up with re-creating reality. Oddly enough, a direction I was not expecting.
So, to finish this off, here are some final thoughts on the subject of belief systems.
It is one thing to create a new belief system. It is another not to sabotage it.
When you begin to create something, you will discover that events will occur which might leave you confused.
People and things will come in and out of your life. Some events may seem like tragedies at the time, but are actually blessings in disguise. (Though you will not see that unless you understand what is going on, or look at it in retrospect.) Remember, the master always blesses those things that happen because they know there is a great gift contained within.
Trust your intuition. It is your guide. It will tell you to do one thing, and your logic, and sense of status quo will scream at you to ignore it. Don’t let fear stop you. If it feels right, do it. The results may not always be immediately apparent, but remember, we can’t see the forest for the trees, but your intuition can.
Do not resist change. Changing your belief system and then resisting the synchronicities that come your way is a recipe for frustration and misery.
When I created my new belief system, some crazy things happened, and I did things that made people think I had lost my mind.
But I did them anyway, because I had finally learned by that point to trust my intuition, and I did what felt right, even if it looked wrong.
I kept alert for signs and synchronicities and followed them at every turn. My personal life has been amazing because of it.
Every decision I made by this process ended up being the exact one I needed to make at the exact right time and even though there were times when I was going through traumatic shifts, they had to happen so I could come to where I am now.
Without them, I’d still be stuck where I was back in 1995.
Changing your belief system is not easy the first time you do it. There is the tendency to fall into old patterns, play the victim card and enter into a poor me drama, especially when you are just about to make a major shift.
It can also be extremely traumatic.
The reason for this is because when you choose something new, all the things that are no longer needed fall away, and all the things that are needed come into your life. Change can be traumatic.
I got through it because of the Bach Flower Remedies (and yes, I will eventually get onto them!)
But is it worth it?
Gosh yes!
Every one of those points I made in my own belief system came true. All the negative beliefs that I had are no longer present in my life.
According to my guides, I’ve shifted time-lines quite a few times. Some memories feel very unreal to me now, like they were more a dream than something that actually happened. They shifted because I kept on my path with a single minded tenacity. Most of the shifts are very subtle but every so often something will come up that makes me think: Didn’t I hear that this person died? (But he’s still alive.)
Shifting does occur because every time you move to a new level, the reality around you has to change to accommodate that.
And for those who are reading this blog before the earlier ones, I discuss my experiences on this subject in great detail.
Now, you may well get negative thoughts, or situations come up when you change your belief system.
This is because when you declare yourself to be something, everything unlike it comes into your life in order to give you that experience of being what you have chosen to be.
Remember, you cannot know light if all there is, is light.
What do you do about it, though?
There is a wisdom that states: What you resist persists, and what you look at and make your own disappears.
I have found this to be true.
When you resist something, you give it energy and acknowledge its presence in your reality. By embracing it, you accept it as a part of your energies, and the situation tends to vanish.
Whenever you come across something you do not want or you do not like, always thank it and bless it. Either send it on its way or state that it is welcome to join you, as long as it’s from a place of love, or for the highest good.
Yes, sounds new-agey and simplistic, but I’ve seen just about everything shift by doing this.
Also, if you get a negative thought that you do not like, simply state: I do not choose that outcome.
Finally, and most importantly, when changing your belief system, make sure that everything you do is in line with it.
It is said: Be the change you wish to see, and that is very true. When you are that change, all that is around you will start to conform.
It may take a little time, depending on how proficient you are at it, but never give up and don’t give in. Keep on choosing the same thing over and over, and don’t let self-doubts, or naysayers discourage you.
Remember, you are powerful. Don’t give your power away to others. If no one can make you a better offer for your reality, then create your own.
The wonder of free will is that we are free to choose what we wish to experience. (Though, be careful what you ask for because when you get it, it may not be what you wanted, and there are natural consequences, positive and negative for those choices.)
Even not making a choice is making a choice.
And if you don’t believe in free will, then that is the experience you get. A life where free will seems like a pipe dream.
As mentioned, what you experience comes down to what your personal beliefs are which forms our belief system.
Most people go their entire life with their belief system intact. In fact, once they reach a certain age, they seem to become entrenched in it.
But what if you want to change your belief system?
What if you’ve said: I’ve had enough of this current reality. What can I do to change it?
It is a fact that many people will complain and moan about how badly their life sucks, but are unwilling to listen to any potential solution.
So before you go ahead and change things, ask yourself: Am I happy with the way things are? Do I really want to change anything?
For most people, the answer will be no, not yet. Let’s just see where this goes, and a surprising amount of people, who say they hate their lives, will say just that.
But if you are fed up with everything, are no longer having fun, and you’ve reached the point where you’d rather not be here, then it’s more than likely time to change your reality.
Now, there are courses out there which specialize in teaching you this. They will happily take thousands of dollars from you and complicate something that is actually very simple: In fact, so incredibly simple that most people dismiss it as not being possible.
Those courses are padded out and come up with complicated techniques that, in the end, rarely work because, for the average person, it’s just too much work.
I am not going to charge anyone for this knowledge. I am going to freely share it.
But does it work?
In my own experience, it works very well.
If you want to change your belief system, you first must know what it is.
It is difficult to change something when you aren’t aware of what you want to change.
The trick to this is to try catching those seemingly random thoughts that flit through your mind all the time.
These thoughts may be anything, but they tend to repeat themselves.
Examples might be:
All men are bastards
I don’t see a point to this.
I’m so tired.
What’s the use?
I’m so miserable.
I can’t afford this.
All women are bitches.
Well, you get the point.
As I said, these are the thoughts that come to your mind when you are not thinking of anything in particular. When you feel tired and worn out.
Those thoughts are the basis of your belief system: The thoughts behind the thoughts.
And while it should be noted that while such thoughts can be sent by other sources, if feels true to you, then it is true.
And that’s what you should make a note of.
Spend a few days with a notepad or recorder and anything you catch one, write it down or record it.
Once you have done that, it will be time to move onto the next stage.
Have you ever really taken the time to examine your thoughts?
What you are thinking right now?
Is it in line with what you want to happen?
For many people, it is, in fact, not.
If our thoughts and intentions create our belief system, and our belief system creates our reality, then it stands to reason that everything we think is creating what we are experiencing.
Generally, it is accepted there are two main realities going on here. Our personal one, and a co-created one. The latter is everyone’s thoughts, intentions, etc, pooled into a mass of energy, and the energy creates the outcome.
The former is what we experience personally.
Two people in identical situations may experience completely different things, depending on what their belief system is.
When we say something enough times, it takes on its own energy, and becomes manifest in our lives. The more energy we put towards a though, a more powerful it becomes.
However, it’s not just what we say, it’s what we believe about ourselves in relation to those thoughts.
If you say or think: I will be rich, but your true thought behind it is, yeah, right, I don’t believe that for a moment, you will find that such things take longer to manifest, if at all.
It’s all about your core belief and what you are really expecting.
There are exceptions, of course, and they have to exist in order for us to progress, but for now, I’m going to focus on comment things people say.
Phrases such as,
I am sick and tired
I can’t afford this
I don’t have the time
I can’t do this
I’m fed up
just to name a few are often said without thought, like a mantra. Eventually what happens is that even though you may not mean it to begin with, when said enough times, they will start to manifest, and once things start to manifest, they become your reality.
They may not have started off as part of your belief system, but they will end up being so because they will become your experience.
You might say, yeah, okay, so if I say the opposite, then that’s really going to work, right!?
And you’re right, it won’t work, because you’ve already decided it can’t. Saying the opposite will not produce those results if your belief is that nothing is going to change. It especially will not work if you are out to prove that this doesn’t work.
And curiously enough, if you do have a success, the general inclination is to dismiss it as coincidence, rather than validation.
Guides are certainly not easy to proof that they exist, though I think I’ve had more than my fair share of proof over the years.
For instance, in regards to the Dakini, I remember when I was 12 or 13, I would see these beings flash into existence around me and dance. It was always to the song Fantasy by Earth Wind and Fire.
From what I have found on the net, the beings do dance and when I’ve mentioned them to other psychic friends, they say they seem them dancing around them, too.
I also noticed that the message ‘You still have no idea who we really are’ had finally stopped after all those years, which is what happens when I finally understand a message.
It’s clear to me that throughout my life, the Dakini have guided, protected and worked extremely hard to ensure I was on this path. The scope of their work is just mind boggling when I look at it with 20/20 sight.
They don’t seem to have much of a sense of humour about me being attacked and I’ve seen people come to grief who have attacked me without provocation. Many are the times when they’ve told me that if someone does not stop attacking me behind my back, they will take care of it and every time they have been right about who has been attacking me.
For instance, there was one time at my job where this work colleague was relentlessly attacking me behind my back (even though he had nothing to do with my job and I had no reason to suspect him.) Let’s call him John. The Dakini said to me on several occasions that John was attacking me, and that if he didn’t stop doing it, they would do something about it.
As time wore on, I started to hear from others that this was in fact happening, though John’s demeanour would suggest that butter wouldn’t melt in this mouth.
Then one day, while I was working back, he suddenly fell over, face first, for no apparent reason. I had a nasty niggle that there was more to this than met the eye, but as he suffered from a muscular disorder, I thought it was something that was more likely to happen than not.
Then a while later, the Dakini suddenly asked me one night, as I was getting ready to sleep, if I wanted to send healing to John. I said, of course, and focused on sending light and healing, knowing that it would only help him when he was ready.
The next day he failed to turn up to work, and the day after that. Eventually, I was told that he had fallen forwards, and in an effort to brace his fall, fell on his hand, breaking it.
I asked the Dakini if they had anything to with this incident, and while they remained somewhat cagey, they did point out that I could absolved myself of any negative attacks on him as I had been sending healing the night before.
It is certainly worth noting that when he did return to work, he told me that he no longer was getting involved in office politics and keeping out of everything, and the attacks from him stoped. He also departed the office about six months later, and my work life was much more pleasant because of it as he was no longer turn my own staff against me.
This certainly was not the only incident of its kind, but it is one that stood out to me at the time.
Also, many messages that they have relentlessly give sent to me over the years started to make sense
Many of the messages I had over the years finally started to make sense. The trouble was, they were short and cryptic, and only made sense once I knew the context. But they were extremely accurate.
I have been told by others that they were to help awaken and guide me. (Which they have done a mind boggling job of doing.)
The Dakini have also, quite a few times, told me that they are loyal to me. They explained to me that before I reincarnated, I made an agreement with them that I would give them part of my energy in exchange for their help, guidance and protection. They thought this was a good agreement as this allowed them to more power to do things.
They also said I do not carry their energies as it would not have served my purpose here.
I’ve also, occasionally, sent them to help others, during times when I was tired and not up for doing the work needed to help others or clear attacks on them. I was constantly amazed that these people told me how they were contacted by the Dakini and verified my own experiences. I guess I shouldn’t be so amazed, really, not after all I’ve gone through and experienced, but there is always a small part of you that wonders just how much of it is really true.
There was also one time in 1996, when I asked them to prove to me that they were real. At the time, I just knew they claimed they were guides, but I wanted something to show me that it wasn’t in my mind. They told me I would have something in the next few minutes.
At the time, I was checking my car which was parked in a four hour zone for chalk marks, to see if it had been marked or not. As I approached it, this man, who I had never before said, if you’re looking for the chalk mark, it’s on that tyre. And so it was. I thanked him and he went on his way.
Was it coincidence, or someone just who was helpful? Something like that had not happened before, nor had it happened since, and I was told I would have proof.
My feeling was it was clearly that: Proof.
If anyone has had any similar experiences, I would love to hear about it.
